I find this mess quite beautiful

You are really interesting & fun but i don’t enjoy some of the choices you make.

You need to figure your shit out.

You are one of my closest friends & i can’t stand to lose you.

You are sooo fascinating & i’m sooo drawn to you it drives me insane, but i can’t read you to save my life.

You have the wrong thing on your mind.

You are my world, & i need to bring you closer. 

You confuse the hell out of me. 

You need to move on, for the both of us. 

You have been my rock & i wish i had the patience & time to see you more.

You are leaving & i really don’t know what my emotions are. 

You had my heart for the longest time but didn’t know what to do with it. 

You care.

The Royal Wedding! <3

Seeing PROM!

Going to prom!

Fisherman’s breakfast! 

Bloomsday! 

&&&

Barely getting any sleep(:

Today was pretty rad, nothing super special happened! My friends make me ridiculously happy though!

Today started out prettttty shitty, i can’t lie. But it turned out to be exceptionally wonderful! 

(: The people in my life are my everything & i would be lost with out them! 

I love that i have those people that i know every single time i am with them it will be a good time & they will make me happy, but i also get random people thrown my way that are sooo rad it blows my mind! <3 

Byyyy theee wayyy…Taylor almost killed me with her awesome driving skills today! Thanks for having our backs & being with us in that moment Jesus!

At first you’re like:I remember this!

As the song goes on, you’re like: I forgot how much I loved this song!

Then you start boppin to it like: THIS IS MY SHIT!

Then the song is in your head all day and you cant stop dancing to it, like:

It’s kind of amusing & suckish at the same time when you have no idea why, but you want something sooooo bad & it frustrates the helllll out of you when you don’t get it. 

Today was ight, nothing special.

Ready for summer, i just wanna sleep my life away<3

“bro, why is this an option?”

It’s awesome that in our country we have freedom of speech, but a lot of people fail to realize that at times when they state their opinions they might be hurting some of the people they care about. A lot of times it’s hard to read/hear people bashing something that you love with all of your heart. People don’t realize that words have a huge impact so sometimes we should all consider what we’re saying before saying it. 

I’m not gonna lie, i am an extremely impatient person. I do my very very best in life to be positive & see the good in everyone…but when you are a hypocrite & call me out in front of everyone for doing something that i didn’t even do, that’s not gonna fly. 

It is really hard for me to have compassion for people who are rude to & about others especially when those same people tell everyone that it’s wrong to do so.

Today was average. Nothing good. Nothing bad.

My wisdom teeth hurt. 

Gonna hang out with one of my girls later <3

Peacefulness comes only when the music drowns out the words that flog my mind. 

LAYYY OFFFF.

I have moved on, & you holding on by your finger nails & trying to be cool but actually being completely obnoxious is pushing me away even more. You just piss me off now, & this is not how i wanted it to be at all. 

There is enoughhh stuff in my life that irritates me, i don’t need you to be another. 

Let me be.

The sun is shining today &&& i hope it stays that way! (:

“I’m still a dreamer, a believer…”

Even though this whole week has been pure insanity, Good Friday has been a GOOD Friday(:

Super stoked on:

YoungLife concert tomorrow.

Practicing for the talent show.

P R O M!

Being able to get on Facebook again on Sunday.

Spending time with the people i love.

&&& 

SUMMER!

I really need to clean my room, but i have a feeling this weekend i will have no motivation to do so(:

HAPPY EARTH DAY! (:

Change can be sooo hard to deal with. Especially when the changes involve other people. Becoming so used to having someone around, talking to them, seeing their smile everyday, even just having them near you can be so comforting that when you  know you aren’t going to see them on a regular basis any longer it can be so unnerving. High School is a rough place to be, i can’t lie, and having people that genuinely care about you there is really nice. It’s kinda funny how people get so easily attached to one another, yet hate when someone gets attached to them…it makes no sense. Aha all i know is that i hate losing people, more then anything else in the world. 

Flat tire <3 Thanks God! Aha, tonight I have about 759 things to do but just want to sleep(: Coffee, you are awesome!